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Rosebud

brooklyn to amsterdam to kansas city
the glass lampshade is burning up
better than a bare bulb
between the two jade bowls

there’s a buzzing beneath my skin
a charge of mushrooms
memories of travels past
hum of electricity beneath the skin of the world

there’s a spark inside of me
& i’ve never let it go out

berkeley to northport to milwaukee
my heart a candy airplane
with a rumble & grumble of thunder
running faster than the speed of light

there’s a spark inside of me
& i will never let it go out
i will never let it go out
this spark inside of me

i can hear the mermaids singing…

City of Song

The signs are there, if only Kay can see. She really doesn’t need to feel so all alone. This world is wonderful. This world is free. She wanders city streets, trying to be a seeker in a labyrinth of stone, with paths and signs that only she can see.

The streets are twisting, turning under her feet. Kay’s lost, alone, and yet not so alone. This night is powerful. This night is free. She could unlock the dark with the right key, carved from marble, sapphire, ice, oak, or bone. The doors are there, if only she can see.

Kay asks for help, no gods to hear her plea, but she sees lights, as if from stars they shone. This city’s magical. This city’s free. Kay finally sees this fits her to a T, to walk the night as if it’s the streets she owns. The signs are there, if only she can see. This world is wonderful. This world is Kay’s.

Multiverse

ain’t thou watching my film?
my pride is too proud
i have to be silver
more than i have to lose my shine
it’s so different being me
all i never understand
never over being awkward
never over self-doubt

my energy is to feel as to be
my energy is my gift
my energy is my gift

accept that i’m frightened
but i’m difficult to defeat
accept that i’m insecure
but i’m difficult to defeat

inside me is self-hate
but i rejoice in victory
burning inside me this tape-loop of self-hate
but i rejoice in victory
accepting my powers
accepting the lightning
& look at my own invention
my own identity

my energy is to feel as to be
my energy is my gift
my energy is my gift

accept that i’m frightened
but i’m difficult to defeat
accept that i’m insecure
but i’m difficult to defeat

to own & reclaim
to do what i’m being
my thoughts seeing possibilities & potentials
& it’s a ball full of chaos
i have the responsibility of accepting my best
a sense of stepping out of the life i had
stepping up to my real powers
stepping up to my real life

my energy is to feel as to be
my energy is my gift
my energy is my gift

accept that i’m frightened
but i’m difficult to defeat
accept that i’m insecure
but i’m difficult to defeat

my needs are strengths
my needs are strengths
that help bring roles to be understood
when darkness falls and i have it all wrong
i wake up quietly and embrace all my shadows
& i’m never emotional
& i’m never emotional
except i’m always emotional

my energy is to feel as to be
my energy is my gift
my energy is my gift

accept that i’m frightened
but i’m difficult to defeat
accept that i’m insecure
but i’m difficult to defeat

i feel handsomely incomplete, hollow, never strong
easier to go in different directions
in different directions than my lightning points
i am grasping unreliable, too worldly or smart
to trust people, to trust myself
to be reassured at the refusal of your bad
to have the control i’ve never had

my energy is to feel as to be
my energy is my gift
my energy is my gift

accept that i’m frightened
but i’m difficult to defeat
accept that i’m insecure
but i’m difficult to defeat

why do i need your approval to be strong?
a hope for no darkness means cowardly hearts
a hope for no darkness means cowardly hearts
are they wrong about being open to struggle?
inside me the struggle is real
the struggle inside
the struggle inside where the illusions are real

i will not fight a hundred different beings
i will not fight a hundred different beings that are me

The Sign of the Star as an Act of War

It was a ceremony of difference, a whispering campaign: Presidential candidate Roland Child, the Fool in Yellow, posted an arcane, anti-Semitic image yesterday morning, causing a terrible backlash and further confirming that his petty cabinet is made from insane, chained puppets, well beyond the usual boundaries of politics, and they all fled for the factories of fear, those ungainly misfits.

The image featured a picture of his rival, Mallory Castor, the Mistress of the Crows, dressed as a magician with a six-pointed star next to her face. She was offering up chaos and mud. He claimed she happened to betray him, and the star turned mainly from yellow to red. (Continued)

Pride

feel the beat of my heart
feel the pulse in my veins
i have nothing in me but love

i have nothing in me but love
while you venerate
fire & guns
muscle & hate

i can’t give you my blood
but you can spill mine
i have nothing to give but love
my love is my strength
stronger than steel
stronger than greed
stronger than muscle & hate

i have nothing to give but love
spilling from the beat of my heart
spilling from the pulse of my veins